FIRST(LAST?) POST

 Hey everyone,

My name is Pranav. This is my blog. But, the title is kind of misleading. This is not my first blog post. To be totally honest, it's my third. You may be wondering where the first and second posts are. Well, they're lost forever. I started a blog in 9th standard. I remember how excited I was to start this blog, I daydreamed of writing a post in my sixties with so many memories, that even a million posts would fall short to share my experiences. I created two posts and then stopped. Never touched that blog again. That blog was not the only thing abandoned by me. I stopped writing a novel after 10 pages, I spent sleepless nights on those pages, by the way. I have stopped writing scripts after one scene and stopped learning something new in between lessons. 

Why?

Everyone has one quality that defines them, someone's defining quality may be being caring, being empathetic, or being mean(It's not always a good quality, unfortunately). Reading this, you may have figured out the kind of person that I am. I am someone who tends to procrastinate a lot. I leave things in between, a project started by me is seldom completed. Sometimes, I don't do the basic things that I need to. Keeping this in mind, the quality I would define myself with, unfortunately, is laziness. That's why this post is titled first(last?) post, simply because I may just desert this project.

But, human beings are never one-dimensional. That's what makes people beautiful. So, the second quality I would define myself with is optimism(has come to bite me at times). I believe that anyone can change their defining quality. You are not born with this quality, you simply choose to embody it. If you can choose to embody it, you can also choose to lose it, that's why I believe that someday I will rid myself of this laziness. Hopefully, sooner than later. Not only me, I believe anybody, no matter how lost they might be, can always find their way. Now, I used to believe that the first step to doing is thinking. But so many people(me included) get stuck in that first step, we keep thinking and never do anything. I have spent days thinking about something I should've gotten done in 30 minutes. Because of these prior experiences, I have decided to change my philosophy. From here on, no more thinking is going to be involved. I am going to try and finish it first, then think about how to perfect it. This is obviously the optimist in me speaking. I have tried to change a lot of times and failed almost every time. But then, what sort of optimist would let failure hold them back? So here I am, trying to change myself again. This time will be different. I believe. Shit,I just realised I haven't introduced myself properly. 

I'll do it later :)

  (Description: In the picture attached, I was eating the greatest burger to have ever been put in my mouth.)